A little break

I’ve got a delivery from Malaysia by my aunt…

(and a rice cooker and some cny cookies and some other small little stuff… embracing these stuff and feel it is all built by love from mom)

It is really one of the most wonderful thing to meet aunt in UK, and get detail news about family in Malaysia and get my msg deliver back to my mother.. It is CNY soon, and for me so far from Malaysia, this is the best that I could’ve asked for.

However, I am troubled with assignment… and even I have friends staying with me in my little room, I couldn’t even spent some leisure time with them until the last night before they depart from London, we had a dinner with children… which I really appreciate.

oh, I have another present, birthday present, Christmas present, CNY present…

I said I will appreciate it and touched and sit in the floor and weep… well, is a exaggerate metaphor, but it does honestly express my gratitude. 

  wonderful pottery, flawless… with a filter, so that there is not tea leaf in the drinking cup..

…oh, such a beautiful art piece, how can I use it… it may leave tea stain

From the first picture delivery of love from mom, can see a box of tea leaf.. and I have teapot from children~ yay… maybe they should give me a cup for the following birthday?

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Wong n XiaoChian, hows the trip? like my little kennel? my little cooking? I hope the little soup will relief your tired and dryness of London

会自动开关的门

 

在lab的楼下，有一间空的教室；空的教室有一个自动的门，平时有人走过的时候就会开门

今天来lab的时候，一个同学站在楼梯口，看着自动门愣在那里好久好久~ 因为那个自动门一直用一个不规律的频率在自动开关着。。。

后来我走下去的时候，也学同学站在楼梯口，看着没有理由却自动的开关着的门，看着看着，竟然发起呆~真的是诡异的自动门

如果我唱起 张雨生的 一天到晚游泳的鱼。。。。可不可以唱成，。。。。。一天到晚开关的门（一天到晚上就自己开关的门）

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Secret gardeon

I don’t really fancy love stories… I always feel that life shouldn’t be revolve around love love love… and most of the love story get famous because they sacrifice themselves, commit suicide or abandon the family and job and all about love…

…sounds like my favorite story, butterfly lovers……. oh, my favorite story a typical pathetic love story as well…

damn it, what I am talking…lol…. ok, then I guess I have to change my statement, I don’t like love story because it is never true…(but there is plenty of things that I like never true…indeed…most of it) :P

ish~! forget it… that’s just a intro to say, I just watch a korean drama: secret garden:

and I like it! why!

(ok, well, I skip those crying and flash back sad part….but in overall, I quite like it….)

because I like Ha Ji-Won and Hyundai Hyun-Bin…

one of my favorite korea drama is ‘Kim sam sun’, this secret garden also act by the same actor, and the background of story is similar as well, rich action guy with a poor fierce gal…

I can’t really explain why am I attracted to the series…maybe afterall, liking wasn’t really a well define things….

after watching it, the song, some scene and feeling flying spirally in my mind, in and out in and out, just swing it off…

荡气回肠 在 我脑海里挥之不去。。。。

 

如果没有音乐从我的耳朵填满我的身体，我就学会寂寞 （if there is no music to fill me in thru my ear, I will understand lonely)

如果没有文字从我的眼睛填满我的头，我就会空虚(if there is no words fill me in thru m eye, I will be empty)

如果没有食物填满我的肚子，我就会饿 (if there is no food to fill my stomach, I will be hungry)

如果我不能从我的手指画画宣泄出我的心情，我会忧郁 (if I can’t scribble with my fingers projecting my thoughts, I will be down)

如果我不能从我的手指写出我的想法，我会难过 (if I can’t write my mood, I will be sad)

谢谢做音乐的人，谢谢写文章的人，谢谢煮食物的人，谢谢作画，让画面呈现的人，

(thank you music composer, thank you writers, thank you chef, thank you painter(people who make image appear))

谢谢音乐，谢谢文字，谢谢食物，谢谢颜色

(thank you music, thank you literature, thank you food, thank you color)

 

每天都会有一百万个让我们觉得谢谢的东西，即便出现了一两件让你觉得不谢谢的，你依然得谢谢那些值得你感谢的

everyday there is one million of stuff we are thankful of, even things happen to be something we are not so appreciate, but you still have to thank you those that worth your appreciation)

Stages of life

The time flies and pass as through in a pace that sometimes it scares me….

afraid that I might have wasted precious time…. miss things that I shouldn’t be..

well, we miss plenty of things, and especially there are several occasions that I wish I could be there, yet I am not…

(a ray of sunshine after the snow)

wsian, I wish you are well, and you shall be..

(An ancient, a few string broken piano in the lecture center, bring me tremendous fun, a simple entertainment)

Dianne, I see your photo about your engagement… I don’t know how to expressed my happiness~ it is the kind of feeling of listening to my favorite song, delightful and a smile from within

 

(The core of my life, foods;:) everyone have different direction and orientation of life )

C.ling is engage too, the romance for years have finally bear fruits, and by merely reading the news, I taste the sweetness in my tongue

I have submitted 2 assignments today, and since yesterday, I’ve start the returning process…(since I can’t take all the books in one trip to the library)

Is a very anxious feeling to get your assignment submit, as there is no more companion working with me, and I have not much idea how much I get it right… thou there are still discussion, but basically I have no idea what the others write…. but theoretically, that shouldn’t be my concern. 

I have nap-mares after I got the assignment submit, which I found another page of assignment question… and I didn’t answer it ofcuz….

byebye books…(honestly, some of the cases are like real life novel…is funny)

(my lamp bulb burnt after my assignment completed, arigato… although I am upset with the burnt, but it is with me the period that I need it most…this is what a fren duty)

life have been a little dark for me, without lamp…and thanks to jhen pei, lead me back to ‘xingguang da dao’ tv show, and bring me back plenty of memory I had many years ago… age where I am slumbering at home, late at night watching tv…

the impressed feeling when I hear Yoga lin sings, and pause on the channel….and still watching until now…

(tears out the love, passion and life)

My favorite part is elimination round announcement… where they will cry and cuddle together, and it makes me feel happy….

no, I am not pervert, I am just infected by their tears of passion and life… a journey towards a dream, the hardworkship, the sadness and growing up… is something great.

lastly, a caption from Soda green song

生命舞台发光的人却不是只会说

(people who shine in the stage, is more than just knowing how to talk)

I want to go back cny

a New year kimchi desire strike

My secret garden where my piano located is locked… thou I don’t know it is lock because of the holiday season, or realize the breach in the security system allowing me to access into that place.

well, it got me depressed for a while… oh no, no more secret garden!

I am watching Shikgae, 食客

a Korean series, not new… no handsome, and the main lady character is not that very pretty either, but!

the 2nd lady character is so so pretty. But well, Korean type of beauty. This lady is the evil character from <<all about Eve>>, was a really old series and I used to watch that after school at secondary and fancy this evil bitch…(from the below picture, the gal not holding camera is)

This drama is fine, I quite like it… thou I fast forward parts where the songs are played and the character are emo-ing beside the beach, or the flash back to the good old times..skip skip skip

the thing is food… kitchen, where this drama is all about..

the yesterday episodes is driving me crazy, they keep taking out the Kimchi! gosh! they still got to play the crunchy sound when the character chew the kimchi, damn it! I can’t stop thinking about kimchi, I want to eat it, I need it… I search online on how to do kimchi, well, it is more difficult than I think it is, I quit this idea and go to the nearest town to shop for it.

oh, is UK, this is a ulu-kampung place! no such thing! (well, I did intend to shop for some other thing and all don’t have, bik cho sok! paboh!), and I get back to my place empty handed.. and I have night mares that I need kimchi that night, I wake up 4am in the morning and decide, I must get to Alperton(another town 30 mins train from my nearest town)… people saying there is a Chinese supermarket, lots of variety they say. since I don’t know where is the Korean supermarket, I guess I can just try it out in the Chinese supermarket. Afterall, they sell Asian food material.

the desire is so strong~ I wake up earlier than normal, and eat something, grasp my bag and there goes, kimchi trip!

(is it the new year effect? my desire certain things got so strong that I can’t stop thinking about it… things that I used to think: nah, I don’t really need it, thou I like it.. become so aggressive that I insist that I need it, else I will die! and then, so thank you very much father…. swipe card)

Alperton Loon Fung supermarket is not that big as it is told… but it did have what I want : 

get some materials…and

get back and cook lunch, it is wonderful~~ and dinner, wonderful ++

~ it is just alright that my desire goes this strong on food, I wonder if it is a desire on sex, or cash, or power…what kind of person I will become… (perhaps desire on knowledge, then I shall become a geek… on music, musician then). A desire, that strong needs inside….is this passion? omg, do I have passion on eating?

ohya, this not the ‘'YAY, new year’ blog post…no fireworks and no celebration post, no resolution either.. resolution I have, it carved in my heart :)

and so, wishing everyone a merry new year, safely, soundly peace in everyone heart. Kamsamida